I'm sick of feeling like you hate me.
I'm sick of feeling like you don't care.
I'm sick of feeling like I hold no importance to you.
I'm sick of you not understanding me.
I've tried so hard.
I've given you ways out of the messes we're in.
I've given you solutions.
I've said and done all I can.
I'm willing to wait for you to feel better.
I'm more than willing to give you time.
I'm willing to give you everything you want.
I'm willing to change for you.
Why isn't it enough?
Why does it feel like I'm the only one trying to fix what we have?
Why do you want to keep me close if you're not willing to spend time with me?
Why can't you just make up your mind?
I want to love you.
Why won't you let me do that?
I want to be your friend.
Why won't you let me be that?
I want to be there for you.
Why do you run to others and just fight with me?
But more importantly...
Why are you making me hate our relationship?
I hate the way we are right now.
I hate the way you act with me and no others.
I hate that just because you're in a relationship with me you feel it's okay to do that.
I hate how you can hurt me.
And still you won't care...